I don’t know. I’m not so sure. I’m on the verge of something great but I manage to lose it every single time. It seems like the thrill of each day is trying to watch something being built only to watch it come crashing down. And I can’t ask questions, I don’t know which path to take. Wondering the possibilities of the future ahead but seeing nothing. Daydreaming when in the moment. Losing each and every opportunity, and praying when all seems lost.